so, i've started doing the yellow cars again. it's really fun, cuz here, there might actually be 120 yellow cars. i f***ing miss all my friends, especially Al, cuz he's my best friend (sorry suze!)(melissa, don't tell her i said that). i can't wait for christmas, cuz i'll get to see my homies, but i'm a bit scared cuz suze AND ian both "promised" to give me a BJ. that's gonna be fun (not!). maybe Al will keep them from doing that, he IS my big brother, after all. at any rate, i'm six cars down, and i [love] my kanji henna tatoo (i think you can guess what it is, melissa, seeing as how your naruto crush has the same one on his forehead, mine's on my wrist)(it's henna). i'll journal again soon!! love you, lena.